[He's always hated this father, but to accept that absolutely none if this was his fault and to put the blame solely on Howaardt takes more courage than he has. So, rather than answer, he walks to the bidet and pumps the stream of clean water between his ass cheeks and on his genitals. The cool water is refreshing on his skin, and he can imagine the taint of the older men being washed away; but any sense of being purified is gone. They took much of his innocence against his will. Both of them lost too much.
He wipes his lower half with a towel, then stops.] God, I...I can't believe I forgot I'm basically naked in front of a stranger. It's not even registering as weird anymore!
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[He's always hated this father, but to accept that absolutely none if this was his fault and to put the blame solely on Howaardt takes more courage than he has. So, rather than answer, he walks to the bidet and pumps the stream of clean water between his ass cheeks and on his genitals. The cool water is refreshing on his skin, and he can imagine the taint of the older men being washed away; but any sense of being purified is gone. They took much of his innocence against his will. Both of them lost too much.
He wipes his lower half with a towel, then stops.] God, I...I can't believe I forgot I'm basically naked in front of a stranger. It's not even registering as weird anymore!